mahfam

i feel just like i have lust in my dreams...my beautiful dreams that i wish someday i can catch them.for the first step i shoud work too hard in my field(architecture)and after that i shoud go on a diet!!!!!then i shoud try to prove my english to get my tofel degree and be more active in the university...but how can i do with this fucking feeling?!!!it doesnt leave me alone to think to real life...it likes i have lust in a forest that has no way to the outside...

although im an architect but i love music more than anything in this little world!!!ofcourse both of them are arts and im an artist but always i regret about my condition in here!!!i cant even download a music easily...so its a dream for me to be a musician or be in my favorite bands live concerts!!!i can just dream about it...